Try to think the adult way now and then. I know it’s hard. Especially when you’ve been told over and over again that children you were and children you should remain. Over and over. « Children of Israel ». « Children of God »… « Enfants de la Patrie »… « Voodoo Chile » (!)… But just bear in mind that children are mistreated, children are starved (ask Netanyahu !), chidren are raped.
Therefore, for your own sake, try the adult way !
I’m not talking of what is juchremanly described as an « adult » of course, i.e the corrupted, misguided extension of a child. (Reading Homo juchremanensis might help you understand what adultness is about)
